Dear My lost One

I have waited for you

Love – I am dying to hold you in my arms

Please come back to my life

I love you alot.. I am dying to see you and hold you.

I beg you -

Do You Really Agree With This?

Xaan Says: 

“The love of a person implies not the possession of that person, but the affirmation of that person in all their uniqueness”

 

A Definition of Unconditional Love

Love without condition

“I love you as you are, as you seek to find your own special way to relate to the world, or the way you feel that is right for you. It is important that you are the person you want to be and not someone that I or others think you should be.”

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I realize that I cannot know what is best for you although perhaps sometimes I think I do. I’ve not been where you have been, viewing life from that angle you have, I do not know what you have chosen to learn, how you have chosen to learn it, with whom, or in what time period. I have not walked life looking through your eyes, so how can I know what you need.

I allow you to be in the world without a thought or word of judgment from me about the deeds you undertake. I see no error in the things you say and do, in this place where I am. I see that there are many ways to perceive and experience the different facets of our world. I allow without reservation the choices you make in each moment.

I make no judgment of this for if I were to deny your right to evolution, then I would deny that right to myself and all others. To those who would choose a way I cannot walk, whilst I may not choose to add my power and my energy to this way, I will never deny you the gift of love that God has bestowed within me for all creation, as I love you so I shall be loved; as I sow, so I shall reap.

I allow you the universal right of free will to walk your own path, creating steps or to sit a while if that is what is right for you. I will make no judgment of these steps, whether they are large or small, nor light or heavy or that they lead up or down, for this is just my viewpoint. I see you do nothing and might judge it to be unworthy. And yet, it may be that you bring great healing as you stand blessed by the light of God.

I cannot always see the higher picture of divine order. For it is the inalienable right of all life to choose their own evolution and with great love I acknowledge your right to determine your future. In humility I bow to the realization that the way I see is best for me does not have to mean that it is also right for you. I know that you are led as I am following the inner excitement to know your own path.

I know that the many races, religions, customs, nationalities and beliefs within our world bring us great richness and allow us the benefit of teachings of such diverseness. I know we each learn in our own unique way in order to bring that love and wisdom back to the whole. I know that if there were only one way to do something, there would need to be only one person. I will not only love you if you behave in a way I think you should, or believe in those things I believe in. I understand you are truly my brother and sister though you may have been born in a different place and believe in another God than I.

The love I feel is for all of God’s world. I know that every living thing is part of God and I feel a love deep within every person, and every tree, and flower, every bird, river, ocean and for all the creatures in all the world. I live my life in loving service being the best me I can, becoming wiser in the perfection of divine truth, becoming happier in the joy of unconditional love.

Dhivehi

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Letter to Love…

Dear Love,

My love, I can not stand this. It is just too hard to be away from you. I am usually okay, but at times like this (especially tonight) it just becomes too much to bear. I can not sleep tonight from thinking of you.

I just have to tell you, Cam, to share with you that sacred part of my inner, secret life, the thoughts I think that everyone has but does not always say. I know that sometimes pride gets in the way of expressing emotions. I believe that is the cause of my reticence in telling you how I feel sometimes, that and the fact that passion in an extreme state can be scary, you almost just want to shut it away for fear that it will eventually destroy you. I think of my feelings, my love for you not with craving or with hope or even desire, but just with a kind of wonder that such things could be. You have opened my eyes to how love should feel. I can promise you this, I will never again settle for less.

But, at this time in both of our lives, we are surrounded by possibilities of choice, open doors and wide horizons, which I know, may come between us. But I also know and hope that they could eventually bring us together, with both of us being better people for the time we spent apart. And so for now I function between maybe and maybe not. It’s a strange mixture of love and sex and sorrow and hope and longing and faith. And even though you are far away, you’re all that I can see, I carry you with me through all my days and I miss you more than I can say. Also, Cameron, remember this – I love you no less than if you were right here now.

I know I have a tendency to be impetuous at times – thus the reason for this letter. I think I will mail it now, before I consider what you might think of it. I love you and am waiting for the day when I can feel your arms around me again.

Love always,

Zaan

My Heart Bleed

Blood pumps through my veins
As it leaks out
Drop by drop
Every time a mark is laid there
Like every time you look me in the eyes
And beg me to take you back.
My heart bleeds
Every time you want me back

Lost in You

Seeing her with you has been hard enough
Watching you two fall faster into love
I’m trying to keep strong, but it is tough
To watch the one I love soar high above

You walk past and you do not look at me
I am trying to remember the past
When you promised you would make me happy
We were like normal teens falling too fast

Now I see that you are happy with her
She puts a big smile on your cute face
She can make your whole stomach start to stir
I cannot believe I have been replaced

I have moved on from those wonderful eyes
I am so sick of you telling me lies

Not Addicted

I am not addicted to Drink..
Still I drink to ease my sadness…
To erase you from My memories…
To Heal those wounds you gave.

White Sand

The softness of your voice, the splendor of your
lips, none could ever be as sweet.
Walking on white sands, suspended in contentment
waves crashing at our feet.
A bond forged by fortunate chance, or possibly
by a moments fate
Lying totally enchanted under your spell
but our time is growing late.
For now lets concentrate on freeing the burning
passion trapped within your eyes.
Forget our impending sadness, leave the
sorrow of our good byes.
We shall live our night of desire as the moons
honored King and Queen.
Adorned by clouds to catch our footfalls under
the beautiful lunar sheen.
Come tomorrow’s sun, do not cry for we both
know I must depart.
I’ll carry our memories together always and forever
in that special place in my heart.
And if we are to meet again by circumstance or
unknown.
It was not a dream that last eve when two lonely souls
found a home.

Embraceable You

Dozens of girls would storm up;
I had to lock my door.
Somehow I couldn’t warmp up
To one before.
What was it that controlled me?
What kept my love-life lean?
My intuition told me
You’d come on the scene.
Lady, listen to the rhythm of my heart beat,
and you’ll get just what I mean.

Embrace me,
My sweet embraceable you.
Embrace me,
You irreplaceable you.
Just one look at you — my heart grew tipsy in me;
You and you alone bring out the gipsy in me.
I love all
The many charms about you;
Above all
I want my arms about you.
Don’t be a naughty baby,
Come to papa — come to papa — do!
My sweet embraceable you.

I went about reciting,
“Here’s one who’ll never fall!”
But I’m afraid the writing
Is on the wall.
My nose I used to turn up
When you’d besiege my heart;
Now I completely burn up
When you’re slow to start.
I’m afraid you’ll have to take the consequences;
You upset the apple cart.

Embrace me,
My sweet embraceable you.
Embrace me,
You irreplaceable you.
In your arms I find love so delectable, dear,
I’m afraid it isn’t quite respectable, dear.
But hang it –
Come on, let’s glorify love!
Ding dang it!
You’ll shout “Encore!” if I love.
Don’t be a naughty papa,
Come to baby– come to baby– do!
My sweet embraceable you.